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Anthony* – Graphic Designer
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Anthony* – Graphic Designer

So getting back into the dating World means going on the apps. I do not enjoy them. There is not one single part of being on the apps that I find fun. I will actively avoid going on and swiping. I’ve lost almost all of my confidence in myself including my ability to even talk...

I’ve Let Myself Go
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I’ve Let Myself Go

What if it was all my fault? I’m back. I’m not sure how long for but we move.  It’s been a while. Mainly because I needed to distance myself. I love writing. But it was becoming so sad and miserable. Taking a step back was necessary. I’m still sad and miserable I’m sorry to say. ...

I’ve not been fine
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I’ve not been fine

I’ve not been doing fine. I tell everyone “I’m fine” but the reality speaks very differently. This year has been possibly the hardest in terms of my emotional and mental wellbeing. I’ve struggled every day. Some days it just felt too much and I didn’t want to be here. I didn’t want to feel this...

My Reason To Stay
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My Reason To Stay

To Arthur and Grayson. My boys. You made me an Auntie. The greatest gift you could have ever given me. A role that I have loved having every second so far. What you boys might never know is you also made me stay.  Your parents fought hard to bring you here. They chose to love each...

I’m Alive But I’m Not Living
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I’m Alive But I’m Not Living

I’ve lost the will to live.  Not the will to be alive. I keep breathing in and out and I keep being alive but I’m not living.  Not like I used to.  I used to try to make the most of days and work trips. I wanted to enjoy every moment as much as I...

Three Times Ghosted
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Three Times Ghosted

Once, twice, three times ghosted! Excellent.  Granted, two of them then a few weeks later came back to apologise for ghosting me and of course included the “it’s not you, it’s me” line in one way or another.  One of the guys is sadly Pete* from my last date. My first toe back in the...

One Foot Forward
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One Foot Forward

Just keep going George. Carry on putting one foot forward and the other will always follow.  I keep looking down at the ground and just watching my feet move heavily over the rocks and snowy path. The sound of my deep breathing fills my head and I can feel my chest trying so hard to...

It’s A Date
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It’s A Date

So, I went on a date. First date. I went on a first date with somebody I’d never met before. We had been texting for a month or so.  After Will* ended things with me and tore my World apart from the inside. Something I never saw coming. An inside job that completely floored me;...

From The Ashes
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From The Ashes

I promise I’m trying.  I’m trying to rise from the ashes and be better. I promise I am trying to feel better. It’s been a struggle. I’ve hid it well though because nobody seems to realise how much I’m struggling. Hanging on by a thread. Don’t get me wrong: as in my previous post, everyone...

From Me. To You.
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From Me. To You.

I want to say Thank you. Thank you to all of you. I’ve received so many messages. More than I ever thought I would from people checking in, offering advice or places to escape to for a while. Dog walks, coffee dates, ears to rant to and anything in between! People I don’t know very...